Dispress vs moody

A simple hell has just pass through,imagining 3midterm is killing me softly and painfully,i slept at 3 everyday for 1 whole week.As a result,my face who supposingly to be silky smooth came out with another 5 more pimples,it's the annoying type,deep penetration into the pores which require lots of time to heal.Again,facial,mask typical routine and time are required to let the pimples dry out,the pores minimise and apply another protection layer on it.Damn,it's so annoying everytime i sleep late,but what to do?3 midterm!!each worth 30 or 25 marks..i got no choice >.< Among this 3,i'm kinda worry bout my human nutrition and fqm,some of the question are kinda tough to me.Marketing is ok..but i don't know the result yet,just hope it won't be tat bad.After the long week,now i got nothing to do wherelese most of my frens are preparing for their midterm.At times it's so fucking boring at home,it's really clueless what to do at home where everyone else is busy.Went out with Benjamin and Matthew few days ago,meet up with kai lun who has just come back from Uk,he became kinda thin oredi,may be lack of nutrition.And of course the most happy person in the world would be Yee Thong,i know she miss him so much,LOL...Went ut with Elena who has just come back fromUK,this girl will never change,haha..Went to Sunway to watch Knight And Day.It's ok but i was expecting more from tis movie as the actor is Tom Curise and Cameron Diaz,but the movie was watchable..This week...well,except the boring part,i'm kinda moody in the sense that i keep thinking what if~~~forecasting the future is such a hard task,especially when u afaid of those negative stuff which might happen in the future,it kinda creep me out,but i know eventually i need to get rid of it.What important now is the present,i know i shall value everything i have for now more than ever,but it' just that sometimes it's hard not to think too much when the mind is daydreaming all day long.Looking forward for my birthday gathering.i hope it will be a blast~~

Gym Session

Have my first official gym session today.I think my hands are so numb now until the point i can only touch my laptop and nothing else,can't even shower properly,LOL...Lifting all those weight is really killing me,the muscle is so damn stiff when you are at the limits.The first few times when lifting the weight is easy,but as your muscle start to tense up,you will understand what is the meaning of suffer.Actually i didn't plan to be like those freaks in the gym,some can even lift up the whole thing,WTF=.="""I never intend to compare myself with Iranians and Negros,their genes are different from ours.Besides,i don't think my future girlfriend will like me to be so freaking muscular,it will look very awkward.The only reason i will go to gym is due to the fact i wanna build up my chest.Abs is not a big problem for now,not super obvious,but got the shape is enough for me,just wanna build up and harden my chest.Swimming build is just my type,I guess i will only go gym once a week,then 4 days to rest my teared muscles,then continue with swimming,LOL...I hope i can have the patient to continue doing it,though it will hurt like hell by tomorrow.For the sake of looking good,i have to get on with it.Some said the beginning is always the hardest,at least need to gear up a bit till the very next time i go to beach,hehe...till next time

Beer Feast

Yesterday midnight my housemate plan a beer feast.They bought like 6 bottles of Beers along with the cheapskate Chivas belonged to Calvin.Why i said cheapskate??Because everyone is drinking beers,Calvin alone was drinking Chivas,cheapskate!!!!Since i'm having stomachache,i can't really drink.I jut sit around and change my status to observer.My mind is clearest among all.I listened and get to know lots of stuff and feeling from them.Obviously the content is highly classified and it shall remain silent forever.Feel kinda touch everyone can actually leash out their feeling and sort out all the differences.Those touching scenes,honest truth from each other made me realize how fortunate i'm to own so many thing which others can only dream on.It makes me wonder am i qualify to,or i should say am i eligible for such fortune.Yet,at times i really wonder am i worth it.Am i worth the opportunity to explore a whole new type of experience next year and approaching the first step of my dream.For now,i don't wanna think bout it,because there is still 3 to 4 more months before everything can be finalized.I'm just glad,before i leave,i know a bunch of fellows who treat me like a family,who tease me when the time is right.Obviously there are conflicts around which makes life kinda hectic,but it is always due to all these piece of shits which drives our bond becoming stronger and stronger,especially after this kind of problem and feeling solving beer feast...For those who has their own problems and hardship,i know i'm helpless to guide you,as such matters are depend on your own hand,i won't be so stupid to say i will go through all these with you together,i know i can't neutralize your pain,but all i can do is to give you the support when you need it the most,always will...

Never regret moving to this house!

Heat pilling up

Having a can of soft drinks doesn't really solve my problem.The last quiz is on this coming Thursday and i'm so clueless on what should i study.Feel so jerk off just by looking at those microbiology books.The worst part,there is no notes,which in the same time means i have to study the books.After this quiz,the midterm week is approaching in 1 week time.Not to mention the 2 assignment which is waving to the due date,well i guess i'm gonna start busy again.WTF...why my life just can't be as simple as collecting rental in millionaire city in facebook.Midterm weeks please don't torture my soul again.Human Nutrition is a nightmare,the worst part is not the subject itself is not really tough,but the intense pressure piling up from the surrounding seniors is really freaking me out,i have no past experience in marketing and Food Quality Management as well,it's like holding a rifle hoping it will pop out one fire bullet when u pull the trigger,LOL....

I never intend to be the top in the class,that's just so not me,but i don't wan to be the last either...
Pray i can maintain my grade this semester and get the hell out of here,Amen

storm in the morning

Everything works perfectly fine this morning,until the sudden out break of the storm when she wanted to go back.It's was kinda creepy at times,but i have to learn to get used to it,and she need times,eventually she will understand the cycles in friendship.Friends are very valuable to any soul,though it's a strong statement made by me,but i believed everyone is the same.But at some point,friends are not everything.Sometimes friends can advise you on doing something,but it is you,the being bearing your own mind who will determine the outcome of those important decision in your life.Learn to let go at times won't do you any bad,i hope you don't read this now as i know you will kill me for sure,but think about it when you have calm down..Life is about friends,but overshadowed by friends is not about life anymore.

New house,new mates,new type of student life

Well,i moved in like 1 week ago,everything has been running perfectly fine.Due to the idiot streamyx guy who finally come to set up the router after months of urge,i finally can update my blog.My housemates are really nice,in the same time super crazy. I guess finally for the first time i have the taste of joy and fun like what i have been experiencing during college era.They are really crazy at times,but in the same time,you can feel the sense of joy from the bottom of your heart.May be it's just that the chemistry between us which result the house full of funny screams most of the time.Undeniable there are times where one upset each other and the situation become tense,but still,everything has work pretty well for so far.At least,you can blow water with anyone of them anytime you like,instead of facing the walls and the screen of the laptop last time..

3 months,hope the time can pass a bit slower this time.