Lost of Inspiration

Somehow i just don't feel like to update any post lately.Lost the touch on it,partly due to the sad fact finals is coming,and all those midterm and assignment is piling up.Gonna finish my last test on this coming Monday.Then final will arrive.Somehow i feel superbly relax about it.Just trying to carry on with my life for now..peace and out

Grateful

Before i start anything,i would just say this is gonna my most emotional post ever,not because it will be the longest,it is just that it represents how grateful i am to know a bunch of friends who value me as much as i treasure them.Yeah,it has been so long since the day i step into pm14.It has become a trend to start a every single emotional post with the first scene i saw in Taylors.Damn,it is so hard to forget the shinny bald head guy,where i reluctantly sit with him.Yet,it turns out be the fate of my life.The Banana girl who i get close to after a while,the cocky son of the bitch who acts cool all the time turns out to be such a nice company to be with.And of course,a brother who always take care of me,lending a hand when i in shit holes,the sister in law who has now become a part of my brother's life,has always giving me the courage and confidence to excel.I do admit i am extremely grateful and thankful to have you guys to appear in my life.Besides the joy and tears we shared and shed together,it's the sensational feeling we experience together which makes our bond stronger than ever.Conversation with the bald guy is purely about joy since the first day we met.From wearing the same colored shirt to the extend of same colored boxes,there is nothing which we can't chat about.May be that is the time i asked myself,Is he my best friend?But then i tend to realize i shall never judge a friendship just because of who he is.I do admit at times i was kinda piss when he value and care more bout his love stories than the time we chilled together.Then,i started to realize what is the meaning of friendship.i started to know how to value them,preserve them by looking at at a different perspective.I found that it is really hard to choose when you are at the position where both side are important to you.I started to learn to let go at times.I think that is the real moment where i truly appreciate our friendship.Because i know,friends are easy to make,good friends are hard to find,best friend?well,they was so rare until the edge of extinction.Let's continue with the banana mom.Besides knowing your Chinese is getting better,we hardly see each other nowadays.Partly it was due to the fact that we are busy with our uni life,Everyone changed as time passed.Regardless of good or bad,it doesn't change anything.Hell yeah distance will always tend to torn our relationship apart.NO matter how hard we tried to preserve them,there will be times when we tend to forget who we are,who we love the most,who are our friends.It's understandable,but i believe one thing will never change.It's the family bond between us which made us still attach together.It is clearly shown every time we met isn't it?I firmly believe we still care for each other.Fuck the distance,screw the timetable.After all,we're family^^Love you always. The big sized guy is next.Well,i don't feel like talking the same old story again.It gets bored at times.The act cool guys who turned out to be such a crazy dude.To be honest,i feel so freaking touch when you purposely come all the way back for my last birthday.That feeling,the sensation of having you as my friend,is pouring towards my soul.I'm so glad you can make it.To all the times we shared together,to all the shits we caused.Cheers!and RAWL!!@@ Bro,still remember how we bump into each other during the Genting trip?Phew,i haven't see each other for such a long time back then.The last meeting was during Chinese new year i guess? For once i really wanna let you know how thankful i am when you lend a hand when i fall to the darkest hole.Yeah,i will never forget that dark incident,the incident which determine and change my perspective on LIFE.I'm so glad i can have you as a brother.Nowadays we rarely see each other,do we??But i stick with what you told me in the car that day.'Yeah,my uni mates are nice,they are a bunch of good friends,but the feelings and joys we shared in pm14,it is something which will never be replaced again' Never agree better on this statement...

To my family
To my friends
Though times and distance will torn us apart,but we shall never forget the day we met each other,everything we shared will always be,and i definitely will...

ETERNITY THEM IN MY HEART FOREVER...

Player vs Loyalist

At times when things seem to be so smooth,it become more prone of getting yourself into some kind of shit which make you trigger your brain cell to think again and again,who the fuck m i.I really wonder what kind of person i'm..Sorry to be born with a player face,but am i really qualify to be a player.The most important part would be am i capable of hurting people while myslf is so unaffected.I doubt my ability,i doubt whether can i withstand the impact which may change my whole life o not.I guess my decision not to stick on 1 relationship has so far proven to be correct,as i called myself player,but i won't be able to let go once i hold on to it.I guess i'm those selfish stubborn type of person...Can't fall in love with someone so easily,i simply can't~Afraid of being hurt,afraid of being alone again,i remain to be my own self,finding the trill of life but unable to value them in my heart...Sorry for being so senseless,forgive me for being so cruel to you