Anus Pang

The same day last year, i was at my home,can't be bother to go out, the least i did was wishing you with a text, or was it in msn, i can't really remember anymore.Time really flies, sometimes without any mercy. When you are getting old, you just have more and more commitment, obviously the friends which enter your circle will increase, some will leave a good memory which might last forever,some can be nasty little piece of shit. None or less, you will just learn and adapt to the rules which has been set years ago.

I don't know if i'm categorised into your best friend group. Somehow we just know each other for such a long time. I guess our tiny little shit town is just too small. From primary five till now, how many years has it been?12 years, 12 fucking long years we have known each other. Do you remember the day we fight for a girl who still remains at your side after so many years. I guessed it was really childish, but in the same time, it was the moment which define a lot of things. To be really honest, at that stage of my life, i don't really bother even if i lose a friend like you. It doesn't really mean much to me during that period. Somehow for another childish reason, we talk to each other again after may be a year or two? I admited it was my first failure in courting a girl, and of course i fail many times again *wink wink* If you asked me today, do i regret for ignoring our friendship for the sake of a girl, my answer is yes, i do regret we never spend enough time together, we never actually be in the same class. I do regret we never actually play for the same team in soccer match. In contrast, i feel glad we manage to know each other, i feel glad i still have a high school friend like you. I feel glad, at this stage of my life, you are a friend worth my time to blog about. I feel glad we still can hang out even though we have parted our pathway long long time ago.

May be i am being a little bit, or extremly emotional while writing this. It took me almost a year to blend into a new community , hanging out with different friends and etc, but i did missed the time we spend together. Till the day we meet again, please stay alive!

Happy birthday...