Happy Birthday 2014

Somehow i know this year is going to be tough. Setting myself 6 targets, where two of them is totally out of my hand seems to be a bit fair to say it's unlikely to happen. And yes, it is my birthday today. The same usual kindness among friends who wish you, does make me feel a little guilty, because i rarely wish people in Facebook. Getting old, is a really scary thing, I am one year short to complete a quarter of a century. My boss always say a man is define starting with the age of 30. In one way and another, this gives me 6 years to prepare myself to be the person that i have no idea how i will turn out to be.  I have always crave for more.  Lust will never be enough satisfy my greed, i need to earn more, i need to have better insurance for future, this put me into a position where i always need to work hard, as hard as i can. Sometimes thing might not work out as plan, sometimes it is the time that drying out your patience. Out of all those complexity, i realised, at times simplicity is the best way to live your life. Some simple little thing you do might actually be more meaningful that trying too hard and burn yourself out. Dedicated your attention to that one girl that deserve the best, is better than trying to flirt with 10 girls in the same time.  Simple and straight forward, just like a cup of Latte.

Anus Pang

The same day last year, i was at my home,can't be bother to go out, the least i did was wishing you with a text, or was it in msn, i can't really remember anymore.Time really flies, sometimes without any mercy. When you are getting old, you just have more and more commitment, obviously the friends which enter your circle will increase, some will leave a good memory which might last forever,some can be nasty little piece of shit. None or less, you will just learn and adapt to the rules which has been set years ago.

I don't know if i'm categorised into your best friend group. Somehow we just know each other for such a long time. I guess our tiny little shit town is just too small. From primary five till now, how many years has it been?12 years, 12 fucking long years we have known each other. Do you remember the day we fight for a girl who still remains at your side after so many years. I guessed it was really childish, but in the same time, it was the moment which define a lot of things. To be really honest, at that stage of my life, i don't really bother even if i lose a friend like you. It doesn't really mean much to me during that period. Somehow for another childish reason, we talk to each other again after may be a year or two? I admited it was my first failure in courting a girl, and of course i fail many times again *wink wink* If you asked me today, do i regret for ignoring our friendship for the sake of a girl, my answer is yes, i do regret we never spend enough time together, we never actually be in the same class. I do regret we never actually play for the same team in soccer match. In contrast, i feel glad we manage to know each other, i feel glad i still have a high school friend like you. I feel glad, at this stage of my life, you are a friend worth my time to blog about. I feel glad we still can hang out even though we have parted our pathway long long time ago.

May be i am being a little bit, or extremly emotional while writing this. It took me almost a year to blend into a new community , hanging out with different friends and etc, but i did missed the time we spend together. Till the day we meet again, please stay alive!

Happy birthday...